When I look back at my first blog post here, I'm really amused. I really wanted to turn this blog into a place for my creative writing. And it took me 7 years to actually do it! As I said back then, I've always invented stories in my head. They just never "downloaded" onto the … Continue reading 11 February 2025
As I explained in my recent blog post, Barney was originally supposed to be a four-chapter fic (intended chapters are indicated in the list below as O1 - O4) but it's slowly turning into a whole universe of fics 😉 with its own spin-off series. (I know, how the F did that happen?) As it … Continue reading Barney & The Night I Met The Vampire & First Times
"Fuck, Hollander." The raspy edge in Rozanov's voice, his warm baritone, resonated deeply in Shane's core, setting his insides on vibrate. Each of his body's cells hummed to Ilya's song, Ilya's heartbeat, Ilya's breath. Air ghosted over his skin like the gentle touch of velvet gloves, shivers rippling across the silky planes of flesh. Shane's … Continue reading Toronto, July 2010
My heart beats so fast and so hard, I think it's trying to jump out of my body and join Rashid's, which is knocking just as fervently against my chest. His breath brushes against my face, cooling the beads of sweat on my skin. "I love you, Wendell," are the first words out of his … Continue reading First Times – Madeleines & Healing (14)
~ 16 June ~ My head is a tree trunk, and a woodpecker is trying to drill a new hole in it. Wait, do woodpeckers even do that? Drill holes in trees? My head throbs, my throat is dry like the Atacama Desert, and every muscle in my body aches. This must be what a … Continue reading First Times – Madeleines & Healing (13)
~ 2 May ~ The moment I step through the front door of Josie's house in Leonidas, I can basically feel the tension radiating from the walls. I don't even need to hear my sister's raised voice coming from the master bedroom. It sounds like a long, angry rant, and I can barely hear the … Continue reading First Times – Madeleines & Healing (12)
Featherlight kisses dance across my skin, sweet breath ghosting in their wake. I smile and sigh his name. In my series of too vivid dreams, this one has to be by far my favourite one. "Wake up, sleepyhead." The words are softly whispered into my ear before his lips find my temple, my forehead, my … Continue reading First Times – Madeleines & Healing (11)
I stay in 'my' room at 1132 Royal Street for a little while longer. Partly because I can't stop grinning goofily at Rashid's texts and partly because I'm not brave enough to test the waters with Mari yet. Of course it's not the first time we said 'ILY', but it seems we try to limit … Continue reading First Times – Madeleines & Healing (10)
The loud clunk stops my heart. I carefully put my backpack down on the desk chair and bend to pick up my phone. Please, don't be... but of course, it is. A thin spiderweb of cracks runs across the screen, starting from the corner where it hit first and fanning outward. I run a finger … Continue reading First Times – Madeleines & Healing (9)
In case you are wondering: No, the irony is not lost on me that I got a tattoo on my lower abdomen only months before a knife found its way into Rashid's, almost taking his life. My tattoo is on my right side, while his scar is on his left. While mine celebrates the lives … Continue reading First Times – Madeleines & Healing (8)
The sun is slowly setting, and a breeze sweeps across my terrace, making me shiver. I turn around to grab the blanket, but then I remember I didn't bring it with me; instead, I draped it across the sleeping body in my bed. Before I can make a decision to go back inside, a large, … Continue reading First Times – Madeleines & Healing (7)
~ 31 December ~ Rafa's loft used to be an office space before he bought it two years ago. He kept the employee's restroom, which is really convenient when there are a lot of people and a lot of drinking going on, like tonight. Of course, Rafa gave the whole room a makeover and his … Continue reading First Times – Madeleines & Healing (6)
Daughter of Gallifrey 
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